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Timehop reminds me. A timeline of Freddie’s life.

April 12, 2015 by

This time five years ago we were heading to the end. Tonight I’ll light the 2015 candles for the second to last time and from 9.15am tomorrow we will be starting the 6th year of life as a couple who lost a child. It seems impossible to believe it has been so long. It seems […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief Tagged With: freddie, grief, life after child loss, timeline of freddies life

Fifth Birthday

April 2, 2015 by

We had a good day. There is always a conscious group effort to be happy in his birthday, not sad.  What would be the point, after all?   We went back to Anglesey Anney this year. The weather had threatened to be really awful, so we didn’t make big plans and then Josie came down […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Children & Grief, Family Life, Freddie, Grief, Trips Out Tagged With: baby loss, birthdays, freddie, grief

Soothing Stitches: Spring wreath creation.

March 24, 2015 by

Short, sweet and late but here is a work in progress of the wreath I’m making for Freddie’s birthday this year.   I feel I should be more invested in this; it’s Freddie fifth ‘should be birthday’ this week and I’m simultaneously overwhelmed with grief that is stifling me and overwhelmed by other things that […]

Filed Under: Crochet, Freddie Tagged With: cherry blossom, crochet, crochet daffodils, crochet flowers, crochet wreaths, freddie, spring crochet

Almost 5 years.

February 11, 2015 by

We’ve been listening to Wolf Hall; Max is highly familiar with it, having read it several times over the last few years. I’ve always shied away from it. I’m not sure why I haven’t wanted to read it, perhaps in case the hype felt overdone and the book disappointed me. I’m a huge fan of […]

Filed Under: Uncategorized Tagged With: acceptance, freddie, grief, life after baby loss

Going up North.

August 31, 2014 by

As previously mentioned, Fran recently got selected to play Touch Rugby for the Northern Stars, the north of England Under 18 squad. This has meant some training days and given where we live is really not-very-northern-at-all, the cost implication of this is pretty high. Having just had a week where the car cost us £600 […]

Filed Under: Family Life, Fran, Trips Out Tagged With: day out, Family Living Costs, freddie, friends, Fuel Costs, grief, lazy seamstress, Manchester, Stockport, Tesco Fuel Save, touch rugby

Everyone.

July 29, 2014 by

You wouldn’t know it, but this photo has all my children in it. When we first came here, all that time ago, 6 weeks after Freddie, I hunted for him. I found him here, by the stepping stones at this river. It’s the only place I’ve ever really felt him, in the swish of the […]

Filed Under: Family Life, Freddie, Trips Out Tagged With: dartmoor, freddie, grief, infant loss, moving on, stepping stones

For Freddie. #EveryNewborn

June 19, 2014 by

11 years ago when we started blogging, my friends and I wondered if blogging would ever be a way to change the world or even our own small worlds. It’s such a long time ago. So much has happened. There is a great deal more to say about this picture but I want to grab […]

Filed Under: Charity, Freddie Tagged With: #EveryNewborn, #firstday, ending infant deaths, freddie, infant mortality, Save the Children

Out of date.

June 12, 2014 by

Max and the girls had a model kit out at the weekend. It’s been in the garage, half made, for I don’t know how long, wrapped in newspaper, congealing paints, glue that has had long enough to go off and not stick properly. A relic of a different time. I couldn’t have told you when […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief Tagged With: anger, freddie, grief, hurt, loss

Those days.

April 13, 2014 by

I’ve back dated this because it feels wrong to have it not on the ‘day’ that Freddie died, but it has taken me a week to write it. Truth is, I’ve not wanted to write it and because I didn’t want to write it, I haven’t written anything. It’s been a silent April. The words […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief Tagged With: after loss, freddie, grief, recovery

Four.

April 2, 2014 by

I resent this. I resent that it is four years since Freddie’s birth and that we have survived. I resent that I’m worth more, more meaningful, less stupid, because of him. Because of his death. I resent that we have learned to make the best of it. I resent that instead of cake and candles […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief Tagged With: #daffodilboy, babyloss, freddie, grief

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