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Two weeks old & been to WedEd.

February 10, 2012 by

So Ben is two weeks old. It seems quite amazing that all that stress and worry turned into a baby and being  at home and everything being really quite normal. I look, it is quite obvious, about ten years younger. I hadn’t realised quite what the time had done to me. I don’t know when […]

Filed Under: Arts & Crafts, Benedict, Home Education, Science, Wed Ed Group Tagged With: babywearing, close sling, easy animation style, gorgeous breastfeeding picture, home education science post, measuring energy, new baby, paper mache hearts, stop go animation with black card, valentine craft

We could open our own Lego Emporium by now!

February 9, 2012 by

They say that families with children are split between being either a Playmobil or a Lego family. In the early years, we were lovers of Duplo, then strayed away to the other side; my girls have always been rather ‘immediate play’ children and ready made pieces seemed to suit their style better. Then a couple […]

Filed Under: Lego Tagged With: buying cheap lego online, cheap lego, idealo, lego grand emporium, lego lighthouse, lego vw campervan, where to buy lego

Older

February 7, 2012 by

Ben is 11 days old. He is older than his big brother. It just is not right for that to happen when he is just so small. He is so loved, so part of us and I cannot believe that 11 days after Freddie’s birth I was sat at home, with aching, empty arms and […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Freddie, Grief, Thinking Tagged With: child loss, grief, rainbow baby, subsequent child after infant loss, when a child dies

Second

February 6, 2012 by

Second son. Second chance. Second family. We’ve been luckier than anyone has any right to be. Lucky is a strange word to apply to a family who lose a child. Watching Ben uncurl – unfurl – is like having the clouds stripped from the earth and seeing all the beauty and imperfections of the world […]

Filed Under: Benedict, Freddie, Grief, Writing Tagged With: child loss, grief, infant loss, second, sleep is for the weak, writing workshop

Finished it Friday: Ben's hats.

February 4, 2012 by

Last week I partook of Finished it Friday a couple of days early without knowing that by Friday my major project of the day would actually be a brand new baby, who arrived 3 weeks early. After finishing his Blanket, I made him a coming home hat, using a really easy baby hat pattern I […]

Filed Under: Benedict, Knitting & Sewing Tagged With: baby boy hat, easy baby knitting, easy knitted baby hat, finished it friday, impossibly cute baby boy, rainbow knitting

Becoming normal

February 4, 2012 by

Yesterday wasn’t brilliantly normal, as I noticed with the unerring timing of it being just as a friend arrived, that Ben had a crop of mouth ulcers on his bottom lip. I’d never seen anything like it, panicked and had to take him in to the ward to be checked, as my brain cycled through […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Family Life, Grief Tagged With: 37 week babies, birth after loss, feeding to clear jaundice, jaundice in young babies, mouth ulcers in babies

Bump to bump

February 2, 2012 by

Inevitably, a few peoples emotions took a tumble here yesterday. Maddy has gone very quiet and Amelie came downstairs saying she just felt sad and didn’t know why. Max is deeply loved up on breathing baby son but more bowled over than I’ve ever known him and I think we’re all aware of just how […]

Filed Under: Benedict Tagged With: baby benedict, birth after neonatal death, bring home a baby after loss, emotions when bring home a rainbow baby, emotions when bringing home a new baby, life after loss, new baby after infant loss

Baby Magic

February 1, 2012 by

If you found this as a home ed blog and are looking for posts on maths, you should probably move along for a few days. We are all loved up on babies and likely to be so for a while 😆 36 hours at home has done much to restore me. I feel like my […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Family Life, Freddie, Grief Tagged With: adjusting to life with a new baby after neonatal death, babies after loss, baby benedict, life at home with a new baby

Home

January 31, 2012 by

We are home. Carrying Benedict out of the hospital was up there with the two most emotional walks of my life, quite literally walking in the opposite direction down a corridor to my only ever walk with Freddie. With my back to the door of that room. Going home. I don’t think either of us […]

Filed Under: Benedict, Pregnancy After Loss Tagged With: bring home a baby, carrying a baby out of hospital after loss, family life, grief, infant loss, new baby after infant loss

Meeting the family

January 29, 2012 by

We are loving getting to know this little boy. 6th time in and our eyes are opened all over again to what a miracle it is to see a baby breathe and be whole and live. I don’t think the full reality has sunk in yet for me, but it is beginning to. I’m just […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Family Life Tagged With: birth after loss, bringing home a new baby, bringing home a rainbow baby, family life, introducing siblings to a new baby, new baby in the family, siblings after infant loss

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