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The Gallery: April

May 4, 2011 by

As things go, the Gallery provided too many opportunities for reflection this month. Too many I couldn’t walk past: they felt like a summons. But April hasn’t been a sad month, after all, it has been a happy month, one that has helped me see how lucky I am, even if it takes a certain […]

Filed Under: Allotment, Being a Parent, Family Life, Freddie, Garden, Nature Walk, Photos, Trying to Conceive Tagged With: allotments with kids, clomid, comfort, daffodil pictures, family, friends, gardening in April, going out when you have children, magnolia trees, meeting a new baby after losing a child, releasing balloons, trying to conceive

In the end

April 30, 2011 by

I committed to a post a day through April and so here is the last of them. I can’t honestly do better than a song, one I love and which makes me cry but which also makes me smile wistfully. I am sad tonight. Freddie, I miss you so much. I wanted to watch you […]

Filed Under: Freddie

Made it.

April 28, 2011 by

We made it. Made it through April, made it through all the dates, made it through a birthday and a death day and a funeral day and a heap of horrible other days. Still upright. Not really whole, but not broken, or not more broken anyway. A month ago it felt like I had to […]

Filed Under: Freddie Tagged With: bereavement, coping with child loss, donating to scbu, grief, life after scbu, moving on

The Gallery: Green

April 27, 2011 by

I’ve got out of the habit of new things; new clothes, new places, new people. Until last week I was wearing all the same clothes I wore before and during being pregnant. I hung on to them, the top I wore when he was born, the top I was wearing when he died. I don’t […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Photos Tagged With: hope, new beginnings, photos of flowers, the gallery, wild garlic

Omens

April 25, 2011 by

The Magnolia tree given to us by friends from old Yahoo groups has flowered. One of the branches reaches out into the garden. If I still believed in signs and omens, one branch, with four open flowers, a flower that nearly opened and a bud might seem like a promise. Or it might seem like […]

Filed Under: Freddie

Making something grow

April 19, 2011 by

Thanks to my many lovely friends, the garden is still looking beautiful; daffs are hanging on, tulips blooming, one magnolia is still making new blooms and the other is about to burst open. Not bad for an iPhone. It’s worth a thank you. I didn’t want to garden last year, but being sent trees and […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Creative Every Day, Family Life, Freddie, Garden, Josie, Photos, Trying to Conceive Tagged With: garden veg patch, gardening, gardening with children, growing vegetables, growing vegetables with kids, vegetables in pots

This thing called…

April 18, 2011 by

When someone dies, people tell you a lot about the stages of grief. I believe there are 4; it says something, though I’m not sure what, that I can only ever remember 3 of them at a time. Right now though, I know exactly which one I’m fighting with: anger. I’m angry and I’m frightened […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Trying to Conceive Tagged With: clomid, conceiving after loss, conception after age 35, fertility treatment for secondary infertility, getting pregnant after losing a baby, grief, infant loss, infant loss grief, losing a baby, neonatal loss, older mothers, secondary infertility, trying to conceive

Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead

April 13, 2011 by

Miss you little boy. Night night. Wait for me.

Filed Under: Freddie Tagged With: anniversaries of baby death, baby loss, baby memorials, bereavement, fimo models, freddie, grief, how to commemorate a baby, infant loss, losing a child, neonatal loss

The Gallery: Tomorrow

April 13, 2011 by

Yesterday, a year ago, I was watching and photographing Freddie. I had no idea it was his last day alive. Today, a year ago, I had just watched him die. Now, it is more than a year since I was pregnant or had a baby to care for and love. Tomorrow, I need to get […]

Filed Under: Family Life, Freddie, Photos Tagged With: daffodils, losing a baby, neonatal death, now yesterday, photos, the gallery, today, tomorrow

Happy Face and Button Pictures

April 12, 2011 by

Oh i could twist and turn in the mud of a good old wallow tonight. But I’ll spare you the agony; I think it would probably be gratuitous and maybe I’ll need to do it more another night. So instead, let me tell you how I spent the day with the two girls who were […]

Filed Under: Arts & Crafts, Being a Parent, Family Life, Freddie, Home Education, Josie, Maddy, Photos Tagged With: activities for 6 year olds, button craft for little ones, button crafts, button pictures, crafts with buttons, felt shape necklaces, spring cleaning, the right moment to get rid of baby stuff after a baby dies, things to do with buttons, things to do with felt shapes

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