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Admitting Small Elements of Defeat to Stay Standing

May 13, 2011 by

It??s been a rough week. The kids are all unwell and have been, in varying combinations, since last Thursday. Fran came down with another sore throat and got progressively worse all weekend; despite having a friend on sleep over, she needed all the pain killers going to keep her upright, so on Monday I took […]

Filed Under: Thinking Tagged With: anti-depressants, bereavement, child loss, clomid, coping with child loss, depression, diabetes, grief, infertility, loss, oral thrush in teens, trying to conceive

To remind myself some other day.

May 5, 2011 by

I wrote this as a comment on Glow, that amazing wonderful place that has held me together over the last year. I’m copying it here to remind myself, on the days when the empty and dark feelings have me by the throat and won’t let go and when it seems that life, any amount of […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Freddie Tagged With: bereavement, grief, life after a child has died, losing a baby, loss of a baby, neonatal death

Made it.

April 28, 2011 by

We made it. Made it through April, made it through all the dates, made it through a birthday and a death day and a funeral day and a heap of horrible other days. Still upright. Not really whole, but not broken, or not more broken anyway. A month ago it felt like I had to […]

Filed Under: Freddie Tagged With: bereavement, coping with child loss, donating to scbu, grief, life after scbu, moving on

Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead

April 13, 2011 by

Miss you little boy. Night night. Wait for me.

Filed Under: Freddie Tagged With: anniversaries of baby death, baby loss, baby memorials, bereavement, fimo models, freddie, grief, how to commemorate a baby, infant loss, losing a child, neonatal loss

One week until 11 days until 2 weeks until forever.

March 27, 2011 by

I’ve tried not to be maudlin this March. I thought it would be so awful and it hasn’t been but suddenly it has hit me that in 6 days I should be celebrating a birthday. In 6 days I can’t say “I was pregnant this time last year. This week is it. This week is […]

Filed Under: Birth, Freddie Tagged With: baby loss, bereavement, grief, infant death, losing a baby, neonatal death

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