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Farewell Fiver

October 3, 2011 by

On Friday morning our perhaps most beloved of all of us rabbit, died. Max went out to find him stretched peacefully out in their mini house. There was no evidence of anything wrong, he was chunky ad his eyes were clear and no obvious swellings or anything. He wasn’t particularly old, just 4 1/2 years, […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Family Life, Grief Tagged With: children and grief, grief, pet rabbit dying, pets, when pets die

I think it's gonna be a long, long time.

October 2, 2011 by

Dear Freddie, Today you should be 18 months old. Such a very big age, so very firmly toddler. Walking with bits of talking, chubby hands holding mine on days out in the sun. Proper food, maybe even a proper chair at the table. Probably in your own room, maybe even weaned. Dirt clothes from making […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief, Letters to Freddie

This week we learned….

September 30, 2011 by

That Maddy is a stop motion animation genius. There are 700 photos in that clip, all taken on my iPhone with no help (and only a Lego built stand for it) and all the timing comes from her singing the song in her head as she did it. I put it into Windows Movie Maker […]

Filed Under: Family Life, Lego, Maddy, Photos, School Tagged With: celtic hama beads, lego animation, starting school, stop go animation, using lego figures for animations with children, windows movie maker

Tommy's 5 Point Pregnancy Plan – Make a difference.

September 20, 2011 by

I have walked out of a maternity unit leaving my dead newborn son behind me. I have driven home, unaware that I left the building in my pyjamas and walked across the car park in socks and stared blankly at the car in front for a 20 minute journey home; that car had a ‘baby […]

Filed Under: Charity, Freddie, Grief, Pregnancy After Loss Tagged With: BBC Radio Cambridgeshire, Bounty UK, exercise in pregnancy, health advice for pregnancy, healthy pregnancy, losing a baby, managing stress in pregnancy, neonatal loss, nutrition in pregnancy, stillbirth risks, tips for healthy pregnancy, Tommy's 5 Point Pregnancy Plan, Tommy's baby, weight management in pregnancy

Excellent with Irritations.

September 15, 2011 by

We are having a pretty good week, for a last week when all four children are home educated. As of Monday, Fran is a has been 😉 She’s been working quite hard this last few days, finishing off some of the formal work she’s done over the last little while, doing a bit more cello […]

Filed Under: Home Education, School, Trips Out Tagged With: attendance team managers being a total pain in the posterior, geography, harassment of home educators, home edcuation success story, home education and then school, peterborough City Council Safeguarding Department, Peterborough Livery Yard, riding, safeguarding teams not knowing home education law

Kidding Myself

September 13, 2011 by

Having let myself think it would get easier when I started to feel movement, I’m now finding it isn’t easier at all. This baby goes through phases of movement, which my head knows is normal, but my heart isn’t dealing with that at all. Yesterday, for the first time, I found myself thinking “we aren’t […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief Tagged With: baby loss, grief, infant loss, neonatal loss, scbu experiences

Same as me

September 1, 2011 by

The woman in the cafe surveys my family with a smile. “Four girls,” she says approvingly. “Same as me.” I smile back, though these conversations are not easy and, when Max is there, I’m robbed if the ability to say anything that I feel comfortable with. Max has four girls. I have four girls and […]

Filed Under: Grief

Dreams : One : Two : Three

August 21, 2011 by

We forgot to go to Freddie’s funeral. We were busy, the girls were alive and needed us and life goes on and… oh my word, it was today and we forgot. Max was okay with it; after all, it was just a procedure, he didn’t need us there, the girls needed us. It was just […]

Filed Under: Grief, Pregnancy After Loss, Thinking Tagged With: baby loss, grief, infant loss, pregnancy after infant loss, pregnancy after neonatal death

Definitely stuck on this house! (Win a Velcro House!)

August 19, 2011 by

My children are incredibly lucky; since they were small, having a mum who sells toys and crafty stuff has meant they have had opportunities to try out all manner of things. It is possible that the new Velcro Kids House is the best thing ever though 🙂 They’ve decorated, they’ve performed with it and they’ve […]

Filed Under: Arts & Crafts, Merrily Empire Tagged With: carboard play house, cardboard wendy house, dkl, make your own playhouse, Velcro Kids

Defying Gravity

August 13, 2011 by

This is the name of the song which has been sung around here so much recently that eventually I sent an email to the girls theatre teacher informing them that she was likely to get custody of them quite soon 😆 This week they were at a workshop, rehearsing a short version of the show […]

Filed Under: Children & Grief, Merrily Empire, Pregnancy After Loss, Sport & Dance Tagged With: business ownership, cardboard wendy houses, children and grief, drama, Gotz dolls, grief, Kiddicare, merrily toys, pregnancy, small business, Wicked, Wizard of Oz

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