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Baby got blue eyes.

May 27, 2012 by

Dear Ben, Today you are 4 months old. You love to stand, you talk to us in your baby ‘ah goooooo’ language. You watch, you copy, you dribble. You feed, all day, every day With. Out. Stopping. You are huge, considering the baby you are. You are twisting and turning and trying to turn over, […]

Filed Under: Benedict, Letters to Bene Tagged With: 4 mopnth old baby, letters to my four month old son

Things I learned this week.

May 27, 2012 by

In no particular order other than for dramatic and needy, pimping effect. Adults don’t always get nits from their children. Sometimes they get them from somewhere else and that’s actually worse. I can’t tell you how much I hate not being able to roll my eyes and blame it on a small girl. If your […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Thinking Tagged With: bad back, being terrified, Blog redirects, meningitis, Nits, non-blanching spots, sick children after losing a child, viruses with weird symptoms

Right Where I Am: 2 years, 2 months.

May 26, 2012 by

When I joined in with this project last year, I was tottering on the brink of utter despair. I wrote my entry on the cusp month between the end of Freddie’s time and the beginning of Ben’s time. That single month that was left before I found out I was pregnant again. It was feeling […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Freddie, Grief, Uncategorized Tagged With: Grief Project, infant loss, life after losing a child, moving on, rainbow baby, Right Where I am, Still Life with Circles, subsequent baby

Yellow Bird; that mummy and baby thing. And home ed.

May 25, 2012 by

I’ve got a 4 month post coming because I think it is time to stop counting in weeks. But one last time. He’s 17 weeks and he is so big and so changed and so different and utterly adorable. In the rare moments when he does stop feeding, what he likes more than anything is […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Home Education Tagged With: easy home ed, enjoying the moment, haitian song, yellow bird, yellow bird song

So that was nice.

May 21, 2012 by

This week has been an interesting one and rather unpleasant too. Firstly I managed to put my back out standing up out of a chair, then I discover I have nits… And worse ONLY I have nits. So I must have got them at cybher. Ha. That’s taking free gifts too far. Then today I […]

Filed Under: Grief Tagged With: anti birth protesters, birth choices, dealing with trolls, defending vbac, infant loss

And then came the rainbows…

May 19, 2012 by

I remember writing a long time ago that I knew one day posts about Freddie on here would fade away. It was the early days then, right at the beginning – but I knew even then that the desperate pain and grief would not always be something I could find and write new feelings about… […]

Filed Under: Benedict, Freddie, Grief, Pregnancy After Loss, Thinking, Trying to Conceive, Uncategorized

Wibble wobble, all fall down.

May 16, 2012 by

Sometimes being a home educator is completely brilliant. Sometimes is just one extra thing to beat myself with. Right now baby Ben is asleep in bed, which is a good thing as last night I somehow put my back out and, despite costly trip to the osteopath this morning, I can barely move at all. […]

Filed Under: Home Education, Lego, Reviews Tagged With: home educating, lego ed, thinking about school, tough times

Ben at 14 Weeks

May 4, 2012 by

He’s changed so much this week that a short post on his achievements seems just right. Over the last fortnight he learned that breast full time is better than anything else. He started by refusing formula, then moved on to refusing breast milk in a bottle. He’s back to fully breastfed now and we got […]

Filed Under: Benedict Tagged With: 14 week baby, 14 weeks old, baby discovers hands, sleeping in crib

Maths in bits (of plasticine) – fractions for beginners.

May 1, 2012 by

If you know me at all, you know that large elements of my maths teaching revolves around cakes on plates. It’s served me well over the years. In fact, there is a series of blog articles in it somewhere; I’ve been meaning to do it for ages. My main home ed maxim is that there […]

Filed Under: Maths Tagged With: cake maths, cakes on plates, fraction worksheets, home education maths, practical fractions, teaching fractions

Are you calling me darling?

April 27, 2012 by

Dear Ben, Today you are 3 months old. Do you know that even now I find it hard to believe I am not typing “you should be 3 months old”? I still find it hard to believe our luck. I’m not sure that I ever was very good at trusting everything would generally work out […]

Filed Under: Benedict, Letters to Bene, Uncategorized Tagged With: 13 week old baby, 3 months old, letters to my baby

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