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A walk.

November 26, 2012 by

It shouldn't seem like a big thing, because it isn't. Only it is, because the last 3 years I've really struggled to go out without another adult. It's a much bigger problem than I've wanted to admit and I've hidden it better than I might have because there is usually Max or a friend to […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Grief, Home Education, The Girls, Trips Out

The Voice.

November 25, 2012 by

I have been a very flawed parent over the years, busy, impatient, a little too wrapped in my own agenda, tired, easily annoyed. Three things have altered that until the current, not too bad model emerged; the endless companionship, support and influence of my husband Max, who is the calm ordered opposite of my flighty […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Benedict, Family Life Tagged With: babies are people, breastfeeding, bringing up baby, bsbies fter loss, co-sleeping, litening to your baby, motherhood, no-cry sleep solutions, parenthood

Just educatin'… with a Twinkl.

November 18, 2012 by

Some weeks have a pleasant groove and this was one of them. I used to write posts where it felt like we did this much in a day; these days we mostly go at a slower pace and while it might seem like less is achieved in some ways, so much comes out of the […]

Filed Under: Maths, Reviews

Dementors.

November 15, 2012 by

I had a good day today, being among friends and educating the kids, but for some reason gloom settled over me just before I left. I'm not sure where it came from, perhaps the straggly edges of a conversation I couldn't quite deal with, or perhaps the sound of carols and talk of christmas. Perhaps […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief

The in a minute mummy

November 8, 2012 by

Dear Bene, You are nine months old. I'm so late with this post. Again. I fear this is the way it will go on now. To be honest though, little fella, I think I've been avoiding this one. I remember writing a post to your brother when he should have been nine months, it was […]

Filed Under: Benedict, Letters to Bene, Uncategorized

WedEd loveliness Halloween/Fairytale style.

October 28, 2012 by

WedEd played a blinder this week; this group home ed meeting has settled into something that seems to work really well now and I mostly feel like I pull my weight, which makes me feel better. Bene is (temporarily I suspect) not too high maintenance there, so I can do a couple of activities. Once […]

Filed Under: Autumn Crafts, Fimo Models, Science, Wed Ed Group Tagged With: making fimo fairy houses, making onion skin slides, pumpkin carving, the lady of shallott

Journeys End.

October 23, 2012 by

On Friday I will be decommissioned, put out of action, consigned to the reproductive scrap heap, put out to grass. My tubes will be corked and my fertility stoppered and there will be no more babies for me. I'm 38, I have had 6 children, been pregnant more times than a body needs to be […]

Filed Under: Being a Parent, Grief, Pregnancy After Loss, Trying to Conceive Tagged With: birth, birth after infant loss, family complete, pregnancy after baby loss, pregnancy after neonatal death, sad, sterilisation, trying to conceive

It's been a proper home ed week.

October 20, 2012 by

There has been lots going on here this week, even though I had a day out (more to come on that!) and we spent a day interviewing for new staff. As well as the geography day we did there has been lots of crafting of various sorts. Maddy, Josie and I have put together these […]

Filed Under: Arts & Crafts, Autumn Crafts, Drawing, Family Life, Fimo Models, Home Education, Wed Ed Group Tagged With: cat drawings, fimo models, finger puppet designs, halloween crafts, ice skating, life, Simple Crafts

A typical home ed day in photos

October 19, 2012 by

This is long overdue; I promised to open this meme ages ago – but life gets in the way. Every year home educators with blogs do a meme where the tell a ‘not very typical because what days are?) typical home education day in their house. Our days recently have been fairly humdrum but here […]

Filed Under: Home Education, Uncategorized Tagged With: home ed geography, Home Education, typical home ed day

Remembrance

October 15, 2012 by

And now, 2 years and 6 months and 2 days on, I understand why those veterans stand in solemn silence once a year. I understand the sober pride, the gentle, stony set of mouth and cheek, the simple grace of defiant, silent, remembrance. I am almost there. And if I live another 40 years, this […]

Filed Under: Freddie, Grief Tagged With: international infant loss awareness day

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