Gulp.

I almost feel a little guilty posting such a thing, given the very raw emotions other pregnant women must produce for some people… but..

If i am now 32 weeks, then this baby is 4lbs, which means its likely to roughly double in size over the next 8 weeks. Now, if you don’t mind me asking, where is THAT going to go? I’m HUGE!!!

I met someone from Max’s work today, expecting her first next week, and i’m bigger than her. And incidentally, i got right annoyed with feeling like i’m some kind of over-indulgent trollop for being on my fourth – i dunno why people keep feeling the need to say things like “well of course YOU are just used to it” as if i should have been polite and stopped at 2 for common decencies sake. Its not like i expect “experienced mother deference” or anything but outside the HE world there is a sort of smug “don’t you know about the pill?” type aura to some people. Its almost like i should be hiding my “condition” away because its just not seemly to have had sex that many times!

Rant over, lol.. it must be the night for it!!!!